OH MY GOD~~~

2009-08-10T18:46:00.002+08:00

OH My God, 1 year 9 months since my last login.
I went through all my previous entries, I can't believe all the entries is related to someone.

Well, alot of things had happen within this short 21 months.
Ever since Dec 2007 i stop blogging. Was in a relationship and therefor i totally forgotten about this blog.
It was last night when i was going thru Anson blog and Know what? He actually link this dead blog to his. LOL. I was Shock!

OK just a I'll updates, Recently i met the lady whom i always mention in my previous entry. Hmmmm.... actually On and Off we did meet each others, but never really sit down and care about each other till recently. i don't really know where to start, But realli happen too much too much. I don't wanna mention what really happen between us, But i am glad that i have forgotten all the unhappiness stuff and accepted her as a fren once again. Infact she is not just a normal fren to me. I would dare to say if in this world there were to be someone who cares about her, I will be one of the someone.

Recently she told me alot about her life this 21 months, I didn't know that so much had happen within this short period of time. It would take me days if i were to write the whole thing out.

Actually I am feeling quite sad now typing all this stuff, someone whom i used to care alot and like alot totally ignore her after i went into a relationship with someone else.

I know it shouldn't be like that, So now i am gonna give this person my words, No matter what happen in the future, U will always be in my heart yeah =)

2007-11-25T00:07:00.000+08:00

i nv fail u b4 when u needed me,
yet u fail me everytime i needed someone.

2007-11-11T18:24:00.000+08:00

ARH!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!

2007-11-11T15:54:00.000+08:00

Haiz..... cant even find someone to have lunch with, it's a sunday! i wonder how many so-called friends are true friends. Or is it everyone is just purely using each and other... I always believe friends are just like wine, the longer u keep, the better they taste.. Or maybe they are just beer ba, u onli drink it when u are happy or unhappy.

Just a little update ba, been looking around for school and course that suit me.... well, still looking around thou. Will update again when i find something that suit me =)

2007-09-29T16:53:00.000+08:00

On the same day 26 years ago i was finally born into this round and beautiful world. And of cus i wanna thank my parents for bringing me up =P

Ok just a little update, went out last night.... between 10 to 12.10am i was with a friend, she gave me a little suprise, even tho it's just a small brownie cake, but it's her heart and effort that counts. I was touched =P

After that i send her home, went to meet another group of frens in orchard, catch a movie I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry. It's a comedy show m18, it's hell funny.... this show is all about gay boy, well worth watching, i would give it 8/10.

After that at around 3, went over to fisherman village to meet up with another group of frens, chill out there till ard 7am, came back and slept till now, haha....

OK NOW, a big thank to all the people who wish me Happy birthday and presents, from friends, Msn, sms, friendster, MMS, Email, Cards etc.....
Too many people to list out, so i guess i will just thank all of you, esp the one that i met between 10 to 12.10am, thank for the small suprise =) love ya

2007-09-16T00:09:00.000+08:00

12am now, i am so tired yet not sleepy, feeling rather moody recently, dun ask me why, i wanna know why too. The feeling is like....... suckz!
Everything around me seems to be fine, nothing is wrong, my work, my family, my friends, everything is ok. It's the mood inside me that is making me moody. I have so many people to talk to, and yet i dun realli feel like talking to them, i just wanna be alone, But being alone sucks! Arrr.... wat do i want??

Well anyway i believe tmr will be a better day =P

2007-09-10T22:23:00.000+08:00

So long never update le, dun know wat to say here also, but recently this month is like quite moody to work. Haiz..... Btw in my previous blog i mention about this girl who might be leaving us but ended up doing part time with us not only she manage to do part time, she also prove to the management that by doing part time, she's able to handle between her studies and her part time job by hitting her targat last month....

Seriously i am sooo happy for her, when i know tat she hit her monthly targat, i am even more happier den i hited targat myself..

All the way cheng =)

Must do well for ur studies also ar :P
Jiayou wor!

2007-07-27T19:26:00.000+08:00

The person whom i mention earlier on that is leaving us is not leaving ANYMORE!

The management agree to let her stay and do part time with us holding a part time salary.

I am so happy for her!

2007-07-11T20:23:00.000+08:00

Hmmm, has been a month since i last update le, really dun know wat to write nowdays since nobody really care =)

Actually it's my friend birthday today, wanted to get him something, but i dun know wat to get for him, well... afterall guys seldom buy stuff for guys, haha.

And this coming friday 13th of july is another fren birthday of mine.... i wanted to buy her a present, but i got totally no idea on wat to buy. I was thinking maybe get her an MP3 player, but hell.... i dun know which model she's actually eyeing on. So i guess this year i am not getting her any present. But next year i promise i will get her something that i thinks she will like. Haiz, this friend of mine is leaving us soon for her studies, sad to see her leave, but all of us agree tat studying is actually more importance den working now at her age. So we will all wish her all the best =)
I love you A_ _ _ _ Y

OMG, i swear i am gonna miss her!

I will not name her here for privatecy reason.

2007-06-01T19:11:00.000+08:00

Ah nua... lol, maybe it's already a joke in the first place.

People who i though are good friends of mine are actually not.

I am very disapionted with the very few of them.

2007-05-22T23:11:00.000+08:00

I simply don't understand why people actually borther to conference a chat with a 3rd party person in where the 2 of them actually talk in private. It's just like going out in a group but yet everyone doing thier own stuff in a pair. And after awhile they came back asking u, why are u not talking while they are actually talking in private, stupid yeah?

2007-05-07T01:33:00.000+08:00

AH NUA PTE LTD

Here i am again =)
Ok, went east coast today, suppose to have 7 members including me going, but ended up onli 3 of us going, but however we still had fun i guess, the rest of u tat did not came just now and if u happen to be reading this damn blog, DAMN BUAY STEADY!!!

Lol..... however i can understand those tat did not came la, maybe they got thier own commitment on sunday, not like us single out there. But hey, even tho i am single but i also have my own commitment and i still went yeah!!! So no excuese for u guys!!!!

But one thing i wanna mention here is, work wouldn't be fun without u people =P
Cheer =)

2007-04-19T19:58:00.000+08:00

I love this song =)

2007-04-18T01:01:00.000+08:00

As much as i am trying to sleep now, i cant. I have so much things to say out, just as i tho there's someone who i can actually talk to, she turn me down, haiz...

When den can i really find that somebody who will be there for me when i really need someone to talk to? Why things always dun turn out to be the way i want it to be?

Well... just fuck it

2007-04-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

明天會更好

My all time fav.

2007-04-08T03:56:00.000+08:00

It's 4am now and i am still awake, i seriously think i got a fucking problem sleeping early.

Hmmm.. had a gal friend who used to chat with me when i am bored at nite, but she went genting yesterday and will only be back on tuesday. Theres 17 people online on my msn list now, but seem that theres nothing much to talk about. Haiz.

And last night supposed to catch a late night movie with a fren (Stella), but we miss the 2.25am show. Actually we are planning to catch the 4am show ( crazy ya? ). But no la, we both agree that it's abit too late, even if we can wait till that time, but i dun think we can last till the end of show. Haha. In the end we ended up playing yahoo pool till 5.20am in the morning lol. And she just went thailand too this afternoon 3pm, will only be back on tuesday too, haiz.... why is everyone going holiday this month?. In fact i should be going genting next month too with my family and relative, but due to work i will have to give up the trip. Sian!

Think i will just end here, starting to feel abit sleepy. Nightz people =)

2007-04-06T00:10:00.000+08:00

I am not happy, it suck, i don't know why.

I tried to control it, but i just fall deeper into it.
Arrr, i need to get out of this fucking shit !!!

I am a happy person, why must i let such thing bring me down?
I hate this feeling.

2007-03-29T20:46:00.000+08:00

Here i am again =)

Ok, previously i was saying that i might intend to join either one company selling car. Haha. But not anymore, i have got an offer in Standard Chartered now, erm.... wats my post there? Business Development Executive. ( sounds cool ya? )
Haha....

Well, just hope it's a new start over there =)

And recently i saw this Honda Airwave with the sunroof model, OMG... it rock!!!!
I swear i am gonna change into that during this one year time.. k time for dinner, hope to see you people again =)

2007-03-17T00:43:00.000+08:00

I am here again, lol.

Ya, finally i left my current company edison electronics. Well i guess i am gonna look for a job with maybe more prospect in it? or maybe a better salary?

Right now i got two offer from a company located at Automobile mega mart (AML) selling brand new car and another at 81V Thomson Used Car Centre selling brand new car too, i am still thinking of which company to join. Well..... we shall see : )

Arr, suddenly i feel so tired, i'll stop here i guess, gonna get some rest. Good nite and sweet dreams =P

2007-02-06T21:31:00.000+08:00

I am so tired recently

2007-01-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

2007

Wow..... so long never blog le, 2 months le ba. Well, alot of things happen this 2 months.
Hmmm, to cut the thing short, a fren of mine name pinky had suddenly become a very good fren of mine, we know each other since aug ba?... (well... who cares?) But we talk about almost everything under the sun, we got no secret to hide within each other. Here i wanna thank god for letting me had a fren like her : ) cheer....

Now lets talk about work, i believe no ones like to work yah? But work had been rather fun recently. I had a new colleguage recently name David ( aka shit? ) He had make work more fun while having him ard, well, there are people who say hes a weirdo, there are people who say hes dao? there are also people who say hes trying to act cool? Ayya, whatever comments..... i just wanna say hes a nice chap and a very fun guy to be with. ( gals who wanna know him can ask for his number from me yeah? hahaha ). And not to forgot about Erik, jimmy and adrian...... work will be kinda bored without them : ).

And yeah, My lady boss.... hmmm even tho she really nag alot till i realli wish to shut her up with a bao..... but hey, shes a nice lady boss after all, she jokes when shes feeling happi which is kinda funny.... she will try to help you out if u are facing some problem, just talk to her nicely and she will listen.... erm yup enough of her ( LOL ).

Ok, recently know some new frens too working in Osim, Jolena, Cluadia, Stella ( S.H.E ) haha.

At first they was kinda dao and unfriendly, But now they become more friendly after knowing us. As for jolena... din realli went out with her b4, so still dun realli know her tat well. Claudia, join her for clubbing once, OMG... i am shock!! shes a totally diff person when shes clubbing and at work. She realli went all the way out to play when shes clubbing... lol. ( claudia, must smile more k =P ).

K the last gal is stella, went dinner with her once, went singing with her once, yeah man, her singing is realli good, i still remember when she first sang Zhu wo shen ri kuai le..... damn, i was impress by her man. For a few sec i was in love with her ( hahaha... lame rite? ) But later on she gonna go east coast to meet her frens and i gonna go power station to meet up with my cousin, so i guess it end our nite being together : ).

Ok, not to forget my cousins, meet them at power station last sat nite, Yeah man, they are my forever brother and sister for life, Dean, Adrain and Margrat. We start clubbing together at the age of 15, we grow up together, play together, smoke together, get into trouble together and so much more, it gonna take me 3 days 3 nights to list them all out. Everytime when i hang out with them, i know my life will be incomplete without them, they are already part of my life le. Cheer brother and sister : ).

And to my ex gf joey, i thank you for loving me all this while, I dun think we are suitable to be together anymore. But i will still treat you as a friend : ). Lets move on k =).

And lastly, I love my parents : )

haha

Happy 2007

2006-11-22T21:43:00.000+08:00

My wish?

Wow, has been such a long time since i last blog le. (Kinda lazy to update nowdays.)

Today i went for my RT lesson, while we are doing the 5 km walk, a friend of mine ask me.

If i were to wish for something right now, what will i wish for?

After thinking for a few sec, i answer him, my wish is to earn alot of money, get marry, have 2 baby and live in a house of my own, thats all.

LOL, my friend just stand there staring at me asking thats all??? OMG u are such a simple guy!

Hmmmm, whats wrong with my thinking???

2006-10-18T22:31:00.000+08:00

Ok, i repair my car today, it cost me $160. But something strange happen again when i was sending a friend home just now. Theres a strange sound coming out from the car, i dun know wats wrong, but theres something wrong for sure. And not onli the strange sound coming out, suddenly theres a burning smell coming out from the aircon, Hell yeah! I dun know how the fuck that guy repair my car. ARRRR
God damn it, i dun know how much i gonna spend again tmr for checking the damn car plus servicing.
To be honest, i am kinda broke now because of this damn car. Fuck!

2006-10-17T23:13:00.000+08:00

Damn stupid car

Ok, just when i was about to go home happily after work, i realise i cant start my vehicle. During that time was about 8.55pm. Theres no workshop open at that fucking time. I was kinda lose for like 3 to 5 mins. I don't know what to do. This damn car had been giving me trouble since the first day i drove it.... Now my car is still park at my work place, and i have to worry about tmr morning getting fine for not displaying coupon. Yeah, you wanna ask me y dun i display coupon right? ( i dun have any coupon on me at that time ). And know what? i have a RT lesson in the afternoon tmr. All i can do now is pray that theres no fine tmr and my vehicle can be repaired b4 i leave for RT tmr.....

Damn shit day!!!!

2006-10-15T01:12:00.000+08:00

Go to the hospital

Four expectant fathers were in a Minneapolis hospital waiting room, while their wives were in labor.The nurse arrived and announced to the first man, "Congratulations sir, you're the father of twins.""What a coincidence!" the man said with some obvious pride. "I work for the Minnesota Twins baseball team."The nurse returned in a little while and turned to the second man, "You, sir, are the father of triplets.""Wow, that's really an incredible coincidence," he answered. "I work for the 3M Corporation. My buddies at work will never let me live this one down."An hour later, while the other two men were passing cigars around, the nurse came back. This time, she turned to the third man, who had been quiet in the corner. She announced that his wife had just given birth to quadruplets. Stunned, he barely could reply."Don't tell me another coincidence?" asked the nurse.After finally regaining his composure, he said, "I don't believe it, I work for the Four Seasons Hotel."After hearing this, everybody's attention turned to the fourth guy, who had just fainted, flat out on the floor. The nurse rushed to his side and, after some time, he slowly gained back his consciousness.The nurse asked, "Sir, are you all right?""Yes" says the man, "I'm o.k. now. I just had a shocking thought. I work at the 7-11 Store."

2006-10-09T00:35:00.000+08:00

English is really crazy

There is no egg in eggplant nor ham in hamburger; neither apple nor pine in pineapple. English muffins were not invented in England or French fries in France. Sweetmeats are candies, while sweetbreads, which aren't sweet, are meat. We take English for granted. But if we explore its paradoxes, we find that quicksand can work slowly, boxing rings are square, and a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.And why is it that writers write, but fingers don't fing, grocers don't groce, and hammers don't ham? If the plural of tooth is teeth, why isn't the plural of booth beeth? One goose, 2 geese. So, one moose, 2 meese? One index, two indices? Is cheese the plural of choose?If teachers taught, why didn't preachers praught? If a vegetarian eats vegetables, what does a humanitarian eat?In what language do people recite at a play, and play at a recital?Ship by truck, and send cargo by ship? Have noses that run and feet that smell? Park on driveways and drive on parkways? How can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same, while a wise man and a wise guy are opposites? How can the weather be hot as hell one day and cold as hell another?When a house burns up, it burns down. You fill in a form by filling it out, and an alarm clock goes off by going on.When the stars are out, they are visible, but when the lights are out, they are invisible. And why, when I wind up my watch, I start it, but when I wind up this essay, I end it.

2006-10-08T23:49:00.000+08:00

There are no dogs allowed here

A man goes to a bar with his dog. He goes up to the bar and asks for a drink. The bartender says "You can't bring that dog in here!" The guy, without missing a beat, says "This is my seeing-eye dog." "Oh man, " the bartender says, "I'm sorry, here, the first one's on me." The man takes his drink and goes to a table near the door.Another guy walks in the bar with a Chihuahua. The first guys sees him, stops him and says "You can't bring that dog in here unless you tell him it's a seeing-eye dog." The second man graciously thanks the first man and continues to the bar. He asks for a drink. The bartender says "Hey, you can't bring that dog in here!"The second man replies "This is my seeing-eye dog." The bartender says, "No, I don't think so. They do not have Chiwauas as seeing-eye dogs." The man pauses for a half-second and replies "What?!?! They gave me a Chihuahua?!?"

2006-10-07T02:12:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love. One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left.

Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment. When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."

Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat." Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me go with you." "Oh....Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"

Happiness passed by Love too, but he was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." It was an elder. Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask the elder his name. When they arrived at dry land, the elder went his own way.

Love realizing how much he owed the elder and asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who helped me?" "It was Time," Knowledge answered. "Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?" Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because, only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."

2006-10-05T02:17:00.000+08:00

What is love?

Love, I never knew the meaning of the four-letter word.

Supposedly brought to us from the gods.

Venus to be exact.

The goddess of love and beauty.

But in reality it was from demons.

The devil himself.

To destroy shatter and demolish souls, hearts, and dreams.

2006-10-02T21:02:00.000+08:00

The Deacon and the Preacher

There once was this deacon and this preacher, and they had been friends for a long time. One day the deacon got sick and was put in the hospital, so the preacher decided to go and see his old friend.
When he walked into the hospital room, the preacher noticed all the hoses and medical equipment attached to the deacon. The preacher walked over and kneeled by the bed and asked, ''How ya doing?''
The deacon motioned at a pad and pen on the nightstand. ''You want that?'' the preacher asked him, and the deacon nodded his head yes. So the preacher handed his friend the pad and pen and the deacon began to write. All of a sudden the deacon died.
At his funeral, the preacher was asked to deliver the service. ''He was a good man and I'll never forget him,'' the preacher said, ''I was with him when he died and as a matter of fact I have his last thought in my coat pocket here.''
The preacher reaches into his pocket and pulls out the paper. ''Please, get up! You're kneeling on my oxygen hose!''

Pharmacist

A girl asks her boyfriend to come over Friday night and have dinner with her parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl tells him that after dinner, she would like to have sex with him for the first time.
The boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacy to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about half an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he''d like to buy a 3-pack, 10-pack or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all.
That night, the boy shows up at the girls parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I''m so excited for you to meet my parents! Come on in!"
The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl''s parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head. A minute passes, and the boy is still deep in prayer, with his head down 10 minutes pass, and still no movement from the boy. Finally, after 20 minutes with his head down, the girlfriend leans over and whispers to the boyfriend, "I had no idea you were this religious."
The boy turns, and whispers back, "I had no idea your father was a pharmacist!"

2006-09-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

End of Sep 2006

Finally it's the last day of the month. Just when i thought i don't have to get so stressed up about not hitting this month sale target, tomorrow is a fugging brand new month.

First day of the month oct, where everyone is at home sleeping enjoying thier weekend, i have to get up 9am in the morning getting ready for work. (It sucks)

Every month i have to worried about not hitting my sale target and not getting any commision during my commision pay day, i can't affort to do that. I need money.

How i wish i am still in my school day geting pocket money from my parents everyday before i leave for school, no stress, no presure and no commitment.

But it's so much diff now. The monment i leave my house, money start burning all the way till i got home from work. I believe everyone feels the same right? well..... i can only tell myself to jaiyou for the month ba =D

CRUSH?

Lol, i was chatting with a friend last night over msn, she asked me this question, ( If i tell you i got a crush on you, will u consider me? ) for a few seconds i am lost for words, i don't know how to reply to this question plus she already have a bf. ( but who cares? ) devil
I know this gal for only 2 months, shes cute and funny at times, when i am feeling down, i feel so much better after chatting with her.
I am so glad to have know this girl =)
Lets hope this friendship can last all the way ba : )

Mandy Moore - Crush

You know everything that I'm afraid of
You do everything i wish i did
Everybody wants you, everybody loves you
I know i should tell you how i fell
I wish everyone would disappear
Every time time you call me, I'm too scared to be me
And I'm too shy to say
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
You know, I'm the one that you can talk to
And sometimes you tell me thing that i don't want to know
I just want to hold you
And you say exactly how you feel about her
And I wonder, could you ever think of me that way
Ooh, I got a crush on you
I hope you feel the way that i do
I get a rush
When I'm with you
Ooh, I've got a crush on you
A crush on you
Ooh, I wish i could tell somebody
But there's no one to talk to, nobody knows
I've got a crush on you
A crush on you, I got a crush
You say everything that no one says
But i feel everything that you're afraid to feel
I will always want you, I will always love you
I've got a crush...

2006-09-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

All my previous blog have been deleted