i nv fail u b4 when u needed me,
yet u fail me everytime i needed someone.

ARH!!!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Haiz..... cant even find someone to have lunch with, it's a sunday! i wonder how many so-called friends are true friends. Or is it everyone is just purely using each and other... I always believe friends are just like wine, the longer u keep, the better they taste.. Or maybe they are just beer ba, u onli drink it when u are happy or unhappy.

Just a little update ba, been looking around for school and course that suit me.... well, still looking around thou. Will update again when i find something that suit me =)

On the same day 26 years ago i was finally born into this round and beautiful world. And of cus i wanna thank my parents for bringing me up =P

Ok just a little update, went out last night.... between 10 to 12.10am i was with a friend, she gave me a little suprise, even tho it's just a small brownie cake, but it's her heart and effort that counts. I was touched =P


After that i send her home, went to meet another group of frens in orchard, catch a movie I Now Pronounce You Chuck and Larry. It's a comedy show m18, it's hell funny.... this show is all about gay boy, well worth watching, i would give it 8/10.

After that at around 3, went over to fisherman village to meet up with another group of frens, chill out there till ard 7am, came back and slept till now, haha....

OK NOW, a big thank to all the people who wish me Happy birthday and presents, from friends, Msn, sms, friendster, MMS, Email, Cards etc.....
Too many people to list out, so i guess i will just thank all of you, esp the one that i met between 10 to 12.10am, thank for the small suprise =) love ya

12am now, i am so tired yet not sleepy, feeling rather moody recently, dun ask me why, i wanna know why too. The feeling is like....... suckz!
Everything around me seems to be fine, nothing is wrong, my work, my family, my friends, everything is ok. It's the mood inside me that is making me moody. I have so many people to talk to, and yet i dun realli feel like talking to them, i just wanna be alone, But being alone sucks! Arrr.... wat do i want??

Well anyway i believe tmr will be a better day =P

So long never update le, dun know wat to say here also, but recently this month is like quite moody to work. Haiz..... Btw in my previous blog i mention about this girl who might be leaving us but ended up doing part time with us not only she manage to do part time, she also prove to the management that by doing part time, she's able to handle between her studies and her part time job by hitting her targat last month....

Seriously i am sooo happy for her, when i know tat she hit her monthly targat, i am even more happier den i hited targat myself..

All the way cheng =)

Must do well for ur studies also ar :P
Jiayou wor!

The person whom i mention earlier on that is leaving us is not leaving ANYMORE!

The management agree to let her stay and do part time with us holding a part time salary.

I am so happy for her!

Hmmm, has been a month since i last update le, really dun know wat to write nowdays since nobody really care =)

Actually it's my friend birthday today, wanted to get him something, but i dun know wat to get for him, well... afterall guys seldom buy stuff for guys, haha.

And this coming friday 13th of july is another fren birthday of mine.... i wanted to buy her a present, but i got totally no idea on wat to buy. I was thinking maybe get her an MP3 player, but hell.... i dun know which model she's actually eyeing on. So i guess this year i am not getting her any present. But next year i promise i will get her something that i thinks she will like. Haiz, this friend of mine is leaving us soon for her studies, sad to see her leave, but all of us agree tat studying is actually more importance den working now at her age. So we will all wish her all the best =)
I love you A_ _ _ _ Y

OMG, i swear i am gonna miss her!

I will not name her here for privatecy reason.

Ah nua... lol, maybe it's already a joke in the first place.

People who i though are good friends of mine are actually not.

I am very disapionted with the very few of them.

I simply don't understand why people actually borther to conference a chat with a 3rd party person in where the 2 of them actually talk in private. It's just like going out in a group but yet everyone doing thier own stuff in a pair. And after awhile they came back asking u, why are u not talking while they are actually talking in private, stupid yeah?

AH NUA PTE LTD

Here i am again =)
Ok, went east coast today, suppose to have 7 members including me going, but ended up onli 3 of us going, but however we still had fun i guess, the rest of u tat did not came just now and if u happen to be reading this damn blog, DAMN BUAY STEADY!!!

Lol..... however i can understand those tat did not came la, maybe they got thier own commitment on sunday, not like us single out there. But hey, even tho i am single but i also have my own commitment and i still went yeah!!! So no excuese for u guys!!!!

But one thing i wanna mention here is, work wouldn't be fun without u people =P
Cheer =)

I love this song =)

As much as i am trying to sleep now, i cant. I have so much things to say out, just as i tho there's someone who i can actually talk to, she turn me down, haiz...

When den can i really find that somebody who will be there for me when i really need someone to talk to? Why things always dun turn out to be the way i want it to be?

Well... just fuck it

明天會更好



My all time fav.

It's 4am now and i am still awake, i seriously think i got a fucking problem sleeping early.

Hmmm.. had a gal friend who used to chat with me when i am bored at nite, but she went genting yesterday and will only be back on tuesday. Theres 17 people online on my msn list now, but seem that theres nothing much to talk about. Haiz.

And last night supposed to catch a late night movie with a fren (Stella), but we miss the 2.25am show. Actually we are planning to catch the 4am show ( crazy ya? ). But no la, we both agree that it's abit too late, even if we can wait till that time, but i dun think we can last till the end of show. Haha. In the end we ended up playing yahoo pool till 5.20am in the morning lol. And she just went thailand too this afternoon 3pm, will only be back on tuesday too, haiz.... why is everyone going holiday this month?. In fact i should be going genting next month too with my family and relative, but due to work i will have to give up the trip. Sian!

Think i will just end here, starting to feel abit sleepy. Nightz people =)

I am not happy, it suck, i don't know why.

I tried to control it, but i just fall deeper into it.
Arrr, i need to get out of this fucking shit !!!

I am a happy person, why must i let such thing bring me down?
I hate this feeling.

Here i am again =)

Ok, previously i was saying that i might intend to join either one company selling car. Haha. But not anymore, i have got an offer in Standard Chartered now, erm.... wats my post there? Business Development Executive. ( sounds cool ya? )
Haha....

Well, just hope it's a new start over there =)

And recently i saw this Honda Airwave with the sunroof model, OMG... it rock!!!!
I swear i am gonna change into that during this one year time.. k time for dinner, hope to see you people again =)

I am here again, lol.

Ya, finally i left my current company edison electronics. Well i guess i am gonna look for a job with maybe more prospect in it? or maybe a better salary?

Right now i got two offer from a company located at Automobile mega mart (AML) selling brand new car and another at 81V Thomson Used Car Centre selling brand new car too, i am still thinking of which company to join. Well..... we shall see : )

Arr, suddenly i feel so tired, i'll stop here i guess, gonna get some rest. Good nite and sweet dreams =P

I am so tired recently

2007

Wow..... so long never blog le, 2 months le ba. Well, alot of things happen this 2 months.
Hmmm, to cut the thing short, a fren of mine name pinky had suddenly become a very good fren of mine, we know each other since aug ba?... (well... who cares?) But we talk about almost everything under the sun, we got no secret to hide within each other. Here i wanna thank god for letting me had a fren like her : ) cheer....

Now lets talk about work, i believe no ones like to work yah? But work had been rather fun recently. I had a new colleguage recently name David ( aka shit? ) He had make work more fun while having him ard, well, there are people who say hes a weirdo, there are people who say hes dao? there are also people who say hes trying to act cool? Ayya, whatever comments..... i just wanna say hes a nice chap and a very fun guy to be with. ( gals who wanna know him can ask for his number from me yeah? hahaha ). And not to forgot about Erik, jimmy and adrian...... work will be kinda bored without them : ).

And yeah, My lady boss.... hmmm even tho she really nag alot till i realli wish to shut her up with a bao..... but hey, shes a nice lady boss after all, she jokes when shes feeling happi which is kinda funny.... she will try to help you out if u are facing some problem, just talk to her nicely and she will listen.... erm yup enough of her ( LOL ).

Ok, recently know some new frens too working in Osim, Jolena, Cluadia, Stella ( S.H.E ) haha.

At first they was kinda dao and unfriendly, But now they become more friendly after knowing us. As for jolena... din realli went out with her b4, so still dun realli know her tat well. Claudia, join her for clubbing once, OMG... i am shock!! shes a totally diff person when shes clubbing and at work. She realli went all the way out to play when shes clubbing... lol. ( claudia, must smile more k =P ).

K the last gal is stella, went dinner with her once, went singing with her once, yeah man, her singing is realli good, i still remember when she first sang Zhu wo shen ri kuai le..... damn, i was impress by her man. For a few sec i was in love with her ( hahaha... lame rite? ) But later on she gonna go east coast to meet her frens and i gonna go power station to meet up with my cousin, so i guess it end our nite being together : ).

Ok, not to forget my cousins, meet them at power station last sat nite, Yeah man, they are my forever brother and sister for life, Dean, Adrain and Margrat. We start clubbing together at the age of 15, we grow up together, play together, smoke together, get into trouble together and so much more, it gonna take me 3 days 3 nights to list them all out. Everytime when i hang out with them, i know my life will be incomplete without them, they are already part of my life le. Cheer brother and sister : ).

And to my ex gf joey, i thank you for loving me all this while, I dun think we are suitable to be together anymore. But i will still treat you as a friend : ). Lets move on k =).

And lastly, I love my parents : )

haha

Happy 2007